Sunday, May 3, 2015

Day 40 Surrealism

Everything seems a bit surreal. It may just be the allergies but I seem to be going through the motions of life without actually feeling them. Like I'm watching a movie that was shot with a first person point of view. I hate that movie style,  but it's interesting as a real life mental defense. 

My head still hurts.  It's hurt for the last several days but there doesn't seem to be anything I can do about it.  Pain and sinus medication can't touch it. This usually means the pain is a memory rather than real. My body feeling the pain to try to get my mind to remember why that part hurt. I hate when I go through these. But I usually know more when they are over and then I can deal with them.